So I will stay with you
Because leaving feels like failure
Like loss of a love I am yet to know
A love I’ve been longing for
Your sweet nothings
Are proof enough
They make me forget the times you violated me
Or how you manipulate me
You hurt me
…But this is not abuse…
Relationships are difficult
Highs and lows are inevitable
Pleasure and pain are one in the same
And contrary to what they say
You are not a threat
I just need to give it time
To give you time
To learn how to love you
So you can love me
You do love me
And you need me
And you’re not the only one to blame
I’m stubborn and I also have a temper
My tantrums are provocative
And my anger? Explosive!
And besides, the make up sex is great
Fire! Like The-Dream’s Falsetto
Ecstasy! A premonition of what could be
A beautiful fantasy!
So I will stay with you
Clinging to you
To the hope and promises of change
And the delusions that this bondage
I mean that this bond… is true
- Sarah Kenyi © 2025
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