Exploring things of significance to me (Non-poetic.)

Sunday 28 August 2011

Back to the floor I fall

Back to the floor I fall
Eluded once more
By the illusions I reformed
Until the next calm
Before the next storm
For when the pain is not raw
There is love... and I want more

So it's back to the floor I fall
Eluded once more
By the illusions I reformed
I was floored, but the sands in the hour glass faded and you...
You got me jaded,
So my memory, it evaded
The abuse you perpetrated

So it's back to the floor I fall
Eluded once more
By the illusions I reformed
In this vicious cycle I'm enthralled
Tell me which one comes first
Because I can never seem to recall
The calm... or the storm?

Sarah Kenyi © 2011

Saturday 27 August 2011

Ruwarashe (for Zimbabwean girls who may have forgotten that they are God’s flower.)

My mother named me Ruwarashe - God’s flower
“You’re the prettiest one in His garden my angel” she would say
But if you asked me how long it’s been since I’ve felt like a flower
I’d find it difficult to respond
I am a female prisoner in Zimbabwe you see
An un-convicted convict in actuality
Years have gone by since my arrest
And I am still awaiting trial like many of the rest
To some, we are the lowest of the low
Like the lumps in the porridge they give us
Like cattle in storage- that’s how they keep us
Not worthy of rights, not worthy of privacy
Not even worthy of a pair of our own underwear
For its only when the month turns scarlet
That they dish out used prison undergarments
So we’d rather push up cotton for sanitary pads
And pray we don’t fall prey to infection
Or at least that maybe this time
They'll give us some medication
But no one cares here
I have been tripped up and kicked down here
Fought back but couldn’t kick, couldn’t scream, couldn’t howl
I have no voice to make a sound
Ruwarashe has been trampled on the ground.
But I am still Ruwarashe, I am still God’s flower
Just as He made me, still I am!
A flower doesn’t stop being a flower just because it’s been trampled
It can still give out its innermost scent, in fact NOW it fully permeates
So if you asked me how long it’s been since I’ve felt like a flower
I’d say I never stopped being one to stop feeling like one!

Sarah Kenyi © 2011

This poem was for and inspired by a project that my friends from church Lorraine Chitsike and Christine Mazorodze initiated called Operation Ruwarashe. Lorraine and Christine were moved to appeal to fellow women to donate various sanitary products in order to restore value and dignity to imprisoned women in Zimbabwe- women who don't have access to simple hygiene products such as underwear, sanitary pads, soap, toothpaste and toothbrushes. 



For more information on the project please contact: operationruwarashe@gmail.com